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By Orion Blastar (Fri Mar 02, 2012 at 01:03:21 AM EST) blastard, boring, annoying, ask Husi, advice, dear abby, dear crabby, ask dr. stupid (all tags)

I am annoying, I am not trying to troll but I end up trolling anyway. I think even Gandhi might want to take a punch at me if I wrote a comment to him. I'm also boring, nobody likes me because I am uninteresting. I have little to no interests in almost anything.

I think I made the right choice of leaving Kuro5hin. But then I am here instead, right? Isn't that what the cool kids here did? I can't be accepted by society. No matter how hard I try, I never seem to be accepted anywhere. Not at school, jobs, college, church, sports stadiums, law firms, Internet web sites, anywhere. I have schizoaffective disorder and cannot hide that, people pick up on it and treat me like something they scraped off the bottom of their shoe. I suppose that is why I get suicidal. Of course this helps me get suicidal too and since I am mentally ill I cannot get a lawyer to take my case for defamation and libel where my real name is posted all over the Internet with fake info about me. I am trying to finally write a sci fi Orion Blastar story, would that help?

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Ask Husi: I admit I am annoying and boring how can I not be? | 15 comments (15 topical, 1 hidden)

there's no one cool here. by the mariner (4.00 / 4) #1 Fri Mar 02, 2012 at 09:23:01 AM EST

have you considered 4chan?

what you should do about your problems on the interwebs is stop posting on sites like this one, stop using accounts people know are yours, and find something else to do.

Nope by Orion Blastar (2.00 / 0) #3 Fri Mar 02, 2012 at 11:00:04 AM EST

4Chan I am not going there. Not Fark either. They chased me away from there. Stop posting on sites like this, stop using accounts people know are mine, isn't that like giving in to the terrorists? Why do you think I kept creating different named accounts? But every time I create a new account someone notices it is mine.

"I drank what?" - <a href="http://uncyclopedia.co/wiki/Socrates">Socrates</a&gt after drinking the Conium

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no, it's not like giving in to the terrorists. by the mariner (4.00 / 3) #4 Fri Mar 02, 2012 at 11:43:59 AM EST

it's like getting on with your life. if you need something to waste your time and you have nothing worthwhile to do, try playing an mmo or something.

you don't need to post on scoop sites and doing so obviously makes your life worse. so stop.

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Perhaps you are right by Orion Blastar (2.00 / 0) #8 Fri Mar 02, 2012 at 07:00:50 PM EST

I got me a Tradewars addiction but nobody else wants to play. I got a Civilization addiction and got Civ IV and Civ V, but nobody wants to play. I got a Civilization War account, but nobody wants to play. I got a Star Trek Online account, but nobody wants to play. See the pattern here, each MMO or game I enter, I can never get anyone to play it with me.

"I drank what?" - <a href="http://uncyclopedia.co/wiki/Socrates">Socrates</a&gt after drinking the Conium

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Go for a popular one, then. by ambrosen (2.00 / 0) #11 Fri Mar 02, 2012 at 07:24:36 PM EST

And yeah, I suggest you go for that whole getting on with your life shtick. I hear it works well after a while.

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: Getting on with my life by Orion Blastar (2.00 / 0) #13 Sat Mar 03, 2012 at 12:25:25 AM EST

since I don't have a life, I'd better get started creating one. I am quite creative that way. First step getting my Orion Blastar fiction written. I wrote a rough story draft and got another writer interested in it. I have unique ideas for a story. I am getting tired of the bad TV shows, bad movies, bad comic books, and the like and I think I can do better. LocalRoger and Cheeseburger Brown et al here have inspired me in the past to write some books or stories. I think it is about time that I do. This story was from 2003 and I removed it from a floppy disk. Rewrote most of it and follow the writer's village. As I said I also got some ASP 3.0 programs I am working on. Once I get them good enough I can open source them at SourceForge. Then write ASP.Net and PHP versions. Then maybe learn Ruby or something else. I lack social skills so I need to research that too. I never joined social kliks I am usually an outcast. I need to work on that too. I am working out in a gym and losing weight and developing muscle tone. Doing 25 to 100 reps each station. I got a lot of work there too, and might take Muay Thai classes as well. I've been to Thailand to visit my family there, learned Buddhism and am still learning it, I figure I need to learn some more. I need to work on meditation some more.
"I drank what?" - <a href="http://uncyclopedia.co/wiki/Socrates">Socrates</a&gt after drinking the Conium
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That isn't entirely true. by tdillo (2.00 / 0) #5 Fri Mar 02, 2012 at 11:51:50 AM EST

You used to have an account, Troll Hard on K5 that was pretty cool. Even got a story FP before that place became a complete blivet. I don't think anybody knew it was related to Blastar until you yourself brought it up.

Anyways, IMHO you should just post how you want to post now. It's like repairing a credit rating, it takes time but it can be done. Plus the username does have some cachet to it. It ain't Cmdr Taco or anything like that but it is somewhat known.

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: Troll Hard by Orion Blastar (2.00 / 0) #7 Fri Mar 02, 2012 at 06:58:40 PM EST

People knew from my first few posts that I was Orion Blastar. I tried to pretend that I wasn't and tried a different writing style and tried to write technical articles. Yeah I got stories on Bit Torrent, Virtual BOX etc posted to the front page. Then after that I got trolled a lot. I asked Rusty for help and got anonymized somehow. I think after that I spent like $100 on the Blastar family trying to create multiple characters for better stories but also did some not named Blastar. Everyone knew it was me anyway. Those accounts got anonymized. The trolls still have their accounts on K5, and still have their Blastarbegone Greasemonkey script. But I ain't there anymore, I left for good. I lost access to the Troll Hard email, I had a bunch of accounts like that, like George Stark etc but somehow someone hacked them and I don't have access to them. I finally got my Orion Blastar account back at Yahoo that this account uses, but I had to verify who I was to Yahoo's help Desk. Someone stole the account, but forgot to change my security questions so I was able to get it back. But all it gets now is spam. Email me at orionblastar @ gmail.com I want to stay in contact with you even if I change my screen name. I might have to create a new handle and stuff. If possible I will even leave here. I just need to find a new place on the Internet where I won't get trolled or found out I am Orion Blastar or Norman or whatever.
"I drank what?" - <a href="http://uncyclopedia.co/wiki/Socrates">Socrates</a&gt after drinking the Conium
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Gandhi was a cunt [n/t] by Herring (3.33 / 3) #2 Fri Mar 02, 2012 at 09:43:33 AM EST

You can't inspire people with facts
- Small Gods

Dude led a hartal against my great-granddad. by ambrosen (4.00 / 2) #10 Fri Mar 02, 2012 at 07:23:04 PM EST

Actually, turns out my great-granddad was in the wrong.

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: I just wanted to post by Herring (2.00 / 0) #12 Fri Mar 02, 2012 at 07:29:37 PM EST

something that would show the K5 "shock troll" crowd up for the lame amateurs they are. And the only thing that fitted the bill was "Gandhi was a cunt". I am strangely proud of it.

You can't inspire people with facts
- Small Gods
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Well, whatever you do by georgeha (4.00 / 1) #6 Fri Mar 02, 2012 at 12:33:15 PM EST

Don't try to log into old inactive accounts by using the account name as the password, or password as the password.

: I never have done that by Orion Blastar (2.00 / 0) #9 Fri Mar 02, 2012 at 07:04:22 PM EST

I ain't stupid you know. I create passwords and sometimes they are hard to guess and I forget them. The accounts are inactive because I lost the password to them, or I forgot about them. Besides I can create a new account at a drop of a hat, I just need a clever name and fill out the forms, and there I go. So basically because NIWS or some other trolls are using my name all over the Internet, I should just create a new account under a different name? It seems if I ignore them and go away they still post my real name in places as well. I got a lawyer I am talking to and an Internet reputation company. It may cost money, but it may be a solution. I am also for creating positive comments about me and others. I am not really a troll, just mentally ill, and it causes negative thoughts and thus negative posts. I am trying to control it better by meditation and mindfullness and other things.
"I drank what?" - <a href="http://uncyclopedia.co/wiki/Socrates">Socrates</a&gt after drinking the Conium
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Easy solution by kwsNI (2.00 / 0) #14 Sun Mar 04, 2012 at 02:45:40 PM EST

If you'd rather not bore me or annoy me - don't post.

Ask Husi: I admit I am annoying and boring how can I not be? | 15 comments (15 topical, 1 hidden)