But until I figure out how to do that, how to finish those two stupid books that matter to nobody but me but are ripping my insides out like I'm William Goddamn Faulkner or something, I should stop wasting my waking minutes, y'know, being a mopey useless fuck, for life is short, goddammit. Life is goddamn short and full of peril and who knows what the fuck is going to happen. So those of us like me who are blessed in so many ways, not leastwise with good health, should not piss away our good health years, which are finite and few, as any moron knows, with stupidism and stupidness and time-waste and bullshit on twitter or whatever the hell I spend my time on when I'm not working for remuneration or looking for paying work.
But here are two things I'd like to share with you-all by way of a diary entry of the rambling and only somewhat comprehensible patented johnny diary style diary.
First, here's about me as guest at a cyberpunkish/gaming con that's to take place in Rhode Island starting tomorrow.
And here's a photo of me (far left) taking part in an anti KXL pipeline vigil in a nearly blizzardish snowstorm 2 days ago.
That's all for now. I'm going to try to bring myself back into this HuSi mix. It feels like home here, which is not an existentially familiar feeling elsewhere on the wide Internet.
 Of the two significant things I've done for myself over the half-dozen years since I lost my last decently paying job and my brother Paul & sister Maureen died, one of them I'm not going to talk about, but the other is I've become a firefighter. I'll be taking the firefighter officer 1 course from the Massachusetts Firefighting Academy in March. I want to do 1 year as a lieutenant before reaching the mandatory retirement age of 65, which leaves me less than 5 years to get that done. No time for funk now.
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