I think I have some schizoid tendencies. Obviously, I'm not schizoid per se, since I have fulfilling and deep relationships with an emotional dimension with people beside myself, namely R, but there are very few. I work hard at it. So I'm obviously not pathological. I'm also not averse to criticism, I actively seek it. Nobody offers it. Nobody. Does HuSi help or hinder?
I listened to "The Wall" yesterday.
I have a lot of stupid little stuff to figure out for planning. Bah. And just living. I'm putting off a few things that I really should get on. Like car repairs, emissions testing, and registration.
Don Quixote plods along.
All this thought about emotions, history, etc plods along. "How did your parents show love? How was your relationship with your parents? How do you show love?" Dammit, I don't want to talk about this stuff. People of Earth! I don't have feelings.
I really should find a florist some place between work and where R lives. Hrm.
Ah! I just went down to the basement: there's a florist down there.
I weighed in at 110.5kg yesterday, 3kg more than the last time I weighed myself.
Not much progress on exam studying. Hard to give a shit, hard to crack into this. See, a lot of this stuff I should learn by doing, but it's not clear how much of a carryover there is to doing it like this and doing it on the exam. Do I need to know the formula and build this tree on the exam using only a sheet of paper and a crappy calculator, or should I do this in a sane way because this exact sort of problem isn't on the exam and doing it in Excel is fine to learn the concept? I can't get it to work on this crappy calculator. It takes forever. And then for some reason I stop giving a shit.
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