so i'm feeling a little edgy. work continues to be something i don't talk about and i can't even look at the news without getting pissed. the government continues to be full of fuckwits and the only "change" we'll be having is whose name goes on the bad ideas that get signed into laws which can now be enforced or not as set in precedence by the current administration.
i'm not really sure what i'm all weird about, but it's pissing me off. no power does suck, but it's not a deal breaker as long as the weather holds. i don't talk politics so that's mostly ok. the family is great and home feels good but i'm in a funk and it's not cool. i would advocate for a trip out of town this weekend but accomodating the dog isn't easy. i dunno. too much time to think, maybe? too many little things outside of my control? death by a thousand cuts? maybe it's just my time of the month.
when i'm in a shitbag mood like this all i can think is "nobody cares. suck it the fuck up and get on with it." there's a lot to be thankful for right now and maybe that's part of it. a little stress after the fact isn't uncommon. i could buy that if anyone was selling.
i'm guessing that i will take advantage of the opportunity to go "clean up some things" since my employer is being exceedingly cool about that. maybe i'll go home around lunch and tack down some shingles. or sit on the porch and strum for a bit. stacky and the dude are at her dad''s place doing laundry since he just got power back.
at least it's the weekend!
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