the good news is i weigh less than i thought i did. the bad news is it's still a lot. guy running the thing saw my weight and said "i don't know where you ladies put it...i never would have guessed that."
oh yeah. today's weight. 167.
so here's my goal. i don't so much care if i lose weight, but i do care if it's fat. if i lose fat and replace it with muscle, super, i can weigh all i want. but i have two weight goals: a realistic goal, and a hopeful goal. realistically, i'd be thrilled to get down to 150. i can do that. i would really like to get down to 140, or even what i weighed at a college where i walked several miles a day, which is 135. that's a big wish though. i'm not giving up on that possibility, but i'll work on that once i attain my realistic goal.
tonight, we're going to the grocery store for lettuce. next week, i'll make my appointment to join the gym. wave bye-bye to my rear (and probably some of my boobs)!
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