I really, really need to go shopping for some more clubbing clothes, but somehow I keep on getting distracted and going clubbing instead. With Slimelight kicking out at 7:30am, I don't want to wear myself out going to Camden on Saturday, while going on Sunday is out of the question. I'm going to forego Slimelight next week and go to Camden on the Sunday, but in the meantime my wardrobe is warding fewer robes than I'd like... Time to get creative, I think; I can hardly wear the same top three weeks running. People will start to talk, and not in a good way.
Meanwhile, my relationship continues to act like a slow motion train wreck. My PEF has a date set up for a month's time with someone she met on a dating site, then got chatting to via AIM. Oddly enough, all my misgivings are entirely safety-related - I appreciate that not everyone on the Internet is a sheep-buggering, kiddy-fiddling, homicidal multi-murdering sociopath, but still it's at the back of my mind to be a little concerned. As for what it represents to my relationship with my PEF, I have to confess to not being phased. In fact, I've been advocating her going when she's expressed doubt.
Similarly, she seems almost excited at the prospect of me potentially pulling tonight (going on the basis that the first time I went nothing happened, the next time I got chatting to someone, and the natural progression; if only it were that simple).
We've also agreed that I should move into the spare room, once we've tidied it up sufficiently to fit a bed in there. And bought the bed, of course... That almost certainly won't happen for a week or two, as there's a whole ton of crap in there that needs to be sorted through and disposed of or stored elsewhere. Still, we both feel that it's a necessary thing; things can't progress as we currently are, and while neither of us seem quite ready to let the other go, nor are we entirely happy holding on.
It's all so damned complicated though; life would be so much simpler if not for money. Ah well; enough of such talk, I'm supposed to be getting merry, not maudlin. Not that I'm getting particularly maudlin, to be honest...
Speaking of which, it's high time I was getting ready - have a good one all, whatever you may be doing!
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