I'm trying to wrap up all of my current projects and document everything since the company has not hired anyone to replace me. No one has volunteered to take over my responsibilities so I have a feeling the shit will really hit the fan once I leave.
But you know, fuck it. I was all stressed and making myself physically ill yesterday looking at the to-do list and worrying about this shit. Today I just don't give a fuck.
My feelings are represented by a classic song, written and performed by the Geto Boys:
And all I gotta say to you
Wanna be, gonna be, cock-sucking, pussy-eating, pranksters
Is when the fire dies down
what the fuck you going to do?
Damn it feels good to be a gangster.
I wish I had a good friend here. Someone other than my girlfriend, who I could call up and meet at the bar for a few glasses of whiskey at the end of a shitty day.
That used to be the case, but I took it for granted and lost it.
We have secured a nice apartment in our new home town. Unfortunately it will not be ready for occupation until around the first. They are re-carpeting, painting, and doing some light maintenance work.
This is unfortunate, as I was hoping to be able to move in next week at a leisurely pace before starting the new job on the 30th. Now it looks like we'll have to do all that (unloading the truck, driving, unloading the truck) in one weekend, after which I will start my new job exhausted and stressed out.
We still have an extra kitten around the house. There was a litter of strays born under a porch across the street from us. Five kittens in all. J's mom took one, another died of unknown causes, and two are still living outside with their mother.
We took this one in because he had an eye infection. He went to the vet and got some meds and we did the feline leukemia test and got him vaccinated. Now he just needs a place to stay. It will not be with us.
There is also this giant computer desk in the living room that we are trying to sell before leaving. It's a nice desk; corner unit, solid hardwood (don't know what kind), six pieces, but it's just too big for our place.
LiaD, the package arrived yesterday. Thanks very much.
I'm sure there was more to write about, but that's all I can do today.
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