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By toxicfur (Wed Apr 27, 2011 at 08:44:38 PM EST) (all tags)
This one was on Easter Sunday.

I have stories I want to tell -- more of that memoir, creative non-fiction stuff I write -- but for now, I just have the time and energy to write about moments I don't want to forget.


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Print Story There's almost certainly a word in German for it
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By technician (Thu Apr 21, 2011 at 12:36:12 PM EST) (all tags)
A word that is too many characters and not enough vowels.

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Print Story Lying
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By toxicfur (Sun Apr 10, 2011 at 02:28:07 PM EST) (all tags)
I was fifteen years old, a tenth grader, when I finally stopped lying. I played basketball and tennis, and I'd grown too many inches too quickly, so I tripped over my feet. I was quiet and precocious and dealing with things at home that I had no capacity to deal with.

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Print Story Safety
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By toxicfur (Sun Mar 27, 2011 at 02:16:12 PM EST) (all tags)
Friday was the 100-year anniversary of the Triangle Shirtwaist Factory fire. I read a story once, by Michael Cunningham I believe, that was based in part on that fire or one very much like it. The images of women trapped behind locked fire doors, pushing to escape the flames, or holding hands and leaping to their death haunt me. I'm not sure why this disaster, among so many, fills me with such an intense sick dread. The disaster could've been avoided if common sense safety measures had been in place. The doors should have opened out instead of in. They should not have been locked to prevent unauthorized breaks. There should have been enough exits that women weren't crushed as they tried to escape the flames.

The response from companies to increased safety regulations was also sickeningly familiar -- these new regulations would cost too much money. They would force the prices of goods up to the point that they would destroy the economy. Surely, was the implicit message, these few lost lives (in the grand scheme of monocles and yachts for the company owners) were a worthwhile price to pay for cheap goods and increased profits.

It's all about the money.


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Print Story The stream of warm impermanence.
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By sugar spun (Wed Mar 09, 2011 at 06:17:39 PM EST) (all tags)

I was trying to answer this poll question and looking back to five years ago.

So where was I?


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Print Story Just a story about a woman.
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By technician (Wed Mar 09, 2011 at 10:52:38 AM EST) (all tags)
Nothing much, though.

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Print Story Jury Duty
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By ucblockhead (Thu Feb 24, 2011 at 11:59:32 PM EST) (all tags)
Reason: BAD PEOPLE.

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By aphrael (Wed Dec 01, 2010 at 09:13:21 PM EST) (all tags)
I was talking in the hallway of the county courthouse, a few weeks ago when I began this diary, with a fellow potential juror: a talkative and excitable wiry older man in a baseball cap, a man who had moved here from Thailand and who extolled at length the flaws in the Thai legal system, where a single man's decision can mean the difference between life and death, and how much better our system is, because many people have to look at it together, and bring their own experiences and lives together, to think about the man and his fate. (He kept trying to talk about the case, and I kept trying to lead him back to safe topics).

I believe in the jury system, especially by comparison with the alternatives: the state should not have the power to punish a man on its own whim, on the judgment of someone who draws his paycheck from the state. It's not perfect; jurys are flawed, because they consist of humans, and humans are flawed; but better the flaws of a dozen sitting in judgment than the flaws of one.

Jury duty is, in my mind, something of a sacred duty: an obligation we have to one another, to accept the call when issued, and to listen with open mind, and hear the evidence from both sides, and hold the prosecution to their duty. I have never, would never try to get out of jury duty; I get irritated at those who do. Sure, it's an interruption, a diversion from your normal life; a pull away from what you want to do into what you have to do, paid poorly if at all. I understand that missing work can be a financial hardship, but absent a real hardship, I think trying to get out of jury duty is a betrayal of a fundamental duty of citizenship.

What I haven't understood, at least not emotionally, is that service on some juries carries with it a cost beyond the cost of time and money involved; some cases inflict a psychic, emotional cost on the jurors hearing the case: that even listening to the evidence and trying to judge it honestly and dispassionately hurts, and strikes the jurors deep in their souls.

I was sworn in as an alternate juror on November 18 in the case of a man who was charged with fourteeen counts of conducting molesting three minors under the age of 14 over a period of sixteen years.

WARNING: This diary is explicit. This diary is not safe for work. You have been warned.


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Print Story A Brief and Annoying History of Religion in the West
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By TheophileEscargot (Tue Nov 16, 2010 at 01:58:51 PM EST) Religion (all tags)
This started out as a Metafilter comment, but grew. It's now unfeasibly large for a comment, yet hopelessly inadequate for the topic. So anyway...

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Health
By clock (Thu Nov 11, 2010 at 08:03:12 AM EST) (all tags)
it is a broken and dangerous place.

Update [2010-11-11 14:18:7 by clock]: re-sectioned for giggles, etc.

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