I see myself as a "fringe" personality, susceptible to the lure of cults. This manifests in various ways. Some are positive. I'm a smug Lisp Weenie. I enjoyed my time as an undergraduate, studying mathematics at Trinity College, Cambridge, and the cloistered cultish atmosphere was part of the pleasure. Some are weird such as my membership of the Society for Barefoot Living and being a Furry. My involvement with a small Buddhist cult, the Friends of the Western Buddhist Order, is clearly religious.
I was puzzled by the popular response to 9/11 because people saw the hijackers as inhuman. Getting caught up in a cult, losing the plot, and doing something very wicked, struck me as a very human thing to do, something that I consciously work at avoiding. There were training camps in Afghanistan with 1000 members, as large as Trinity College. You start at the back of the crowd, idolizing the small, hard core up on the stage. You gain status by denouncing America, learning to fire an AK47, learning to fire an RPG-7, going off to fight but not seeing action, going off to fight and seeing action, going of to fight and discharging your weapon, albeit from a ineffective range. At each stage you gain status and move towards centre stage. At each stage more of the crowd is behind you. Little by little you become more invested, the glue that sticks you to the conveyor belt becomes more set, doubts about the path you are traveling less thinkable.
I see a psychological unity between Al Queada, the harmless cults I'm part of, and cults such as Heaven's Gate, the Solar Temple, and Jim Jones' People's Temple. Commitment buys status. Outsiders and losers can be somebody. Yeah! I don't doubt that being an IRA man shares in that psychological unity.
So I would be very interested in watching a film about Bobby Sands saw through the cloak of being a "Freedom Fighter" and looked at the psychological processes. How do you fight off awareness? Are friends who might say "its not worth it" silenced by social pressures? Are they dropped, and if so how is the pain of losing friends blunted so that it does not serve as a warning? Does deeper involvement with the cause mean that they are left behind at an early stage?
There is a rival narrative, that believes in causes and the brave men who fight on one side or the other. Watching a film derived from that perspective would run directly counter to my goal, which is to strengthen my ability to see through the illusions of cults and causes.
What line does Hunger take?