is that i am now completely insane.  things like getting a lot of negative commentary makes me want to cut everybody down with a machete, and not in the funny ha-ha figurative way that i used to want to.

every day is a serious struggle for me.  getting a lot of unasked for negative crap dumped on me makes it that much harder to just make it until the end of the day.  sure, you're supposed to ignore it, but that isn't always the easiest thing to do, especially when your mind is no longer what it once was.

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